EDIT: NOW WITH A LOT OF LOGS!
For now I'm going to play some D&D with my friends and partner, but later I WILL include abuse that occurred before this period of time and after - including hard evidence of Icky reselling my OC, and shaming me for looking at her gallery
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1vz9e4MEblWloVMaHCYjkhN7T5Dhlj1qdx8k65bH1a9Y/edit?usp=sharing
My journal has recently been posted a few times on closed species blogs and after two years of mental strain from seeing them received positively by the community around them, a good amount of therapy, and a lot of courage, I'm finally posting here my full experience with her.
This isn't even everything she did to me. This omits all of the verbal abuse that happened before the aforementioned blow-up in D&D games, where she berated and shamed me for looking at her artwork, or for asking another player to stop shouting at me for playing my character, or guilted me into staying by saying it would be "too much work" to rewrite if I left.
HEY GUYS, it's been about 2 years since I was traumatized, but I think I'm FINALLY at a point of healing where I can interact again with content that had previously triggered me a lot
SO, I'm looking to re-obtain all of the guest Druuvai that my abuser made, so I can overhaul their designs and end them circulating!!! I've tracked down 2 of the 3 designs made, but ONE of them has vanished into oblivion!
If you know who has ownership of this design, please let me know!! I'd like to buy or trade to get it back so I can give it a facelift officially!!
PLEASE boost this - I'd really love to get these designs out of circulation ASAP!
The original auction was sold by planetsrings/icarusis, for a relatively small bid, here on deviantart in the closed species community! The original deviation has since been deleted by both of us, unfortunately :<